carefree

easter's tmw..

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 02:59:02 GMT

...and i'm kinda celebrating it today! woot woot! dinner is going on right now- i'll eat soon. nothing like a good starbucks to ruin a dinner, eh? i heart starbucks- i really do. lol i'm lame. finals are over.... i got a:

3.325 i can't complain too much... life is good.

freshdrive party was good. i love them. i miss them. spring break was really chill. got to hang out with various friends and that's always cool. good old spring break. i'm lazy and full... update later =)

'tis finals week bitches!

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 02:35:32 GMT

...and i'm in la verne studying. the weekend was home. lol. literally spent every waking moment here. friday i stayed home instead of going out to irvine for the zeta presents. saturday i got my hair dyed, or roots? lightened it up some more...made more bangs. geoffrey, the yorkie of course, got a haircut, too... hopefully it'll grow fast. entertainment for the day/night/morning after. study study the whole weekend long. sunday woke up early, 8:00am. studied. bioanthro and chem rape me. lunch and dinner with family + 2. fun times. i like it.

...enough of the updates. school calls me.

<3 freshdrive boys here i come...saturday afternoon/night.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 17:26:53 GMT

that's where i sleep at riverside...

...and that's the other side of the room

yep..that's what it looks like!

i'm obviously bored, because i'm posting pictures. woke up late. when to 8am class. back at the apt to take a shower...then meet up with people for a women's studies project. 2pm chem lecture followed up by 3pm calc lecture... that i never go to, might i add. things are cool. i hope i can live here next year at grand marc. we'll see it's expensive-- circa 800 a month. ouch. but i have a bigger room than most. le sigh. decisions.

geoffrey at 2 months

geoffrey circa 8 months

more random... i want to go to the zoo. rawr. look!

for you allison! hehehehehe..

i miss freshdrive boys.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 02:53:21 GMT

i owned my chem midterm. 127.5 out of 150- that's a 85%- - in chem that's a A! woot woot bitches. i'm so happy. =) let's go out and celebrate! call me any and everyone! <3<3<3

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 05:32:09 GMT

i have a calc midterm on friday.

i also have a chem midterm on monday.

i'm fucked.

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 17:57:57 GMT

valentine's day weekend, huh? how exciting...lol. i'll spend a lot of my time studying for calculus and chemistry. oh, not to mention i have to write a 5-8 page paper on my mom, of which is already late so it's a whole letter grade down =(. i'm falling behind, and i hate it. i failed my first chem midterm. i got a C+ on my calc midterm. i got a B+ on my bio anthro midterm. and i have freaking C in women's studies 101. what the fuck? i need to get on top of things. week 6... le sigh. hopefully i kick ass in the midterms and final to follow. hah. there's not much hope, huh? pray for me when you have time. <3 thanks.

oh, happy valentine's day lavahead.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 04:02:10 GMT

ok. people... please call me periodically and help me make sure i'm on task and have my priorities straight! UGH. HELP ME FRIENDS! le sigh. well. here's my number:

951.255.4925

hahahah i'm so serious. call me. gross i fail.

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 00:45:19 GMT

study.. must study.

calculus and chemistry - my life.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 17:54:45 GMT

....setting: I'm sitting in Commons at 9:49am, hungry, and waiting for class. There's a bunch of "kids" scurrying around.

I'm actually on campus. lol. 8:00am class got me up and awake and getting ready for the long day at friggen 6:45am. i never wake up that early. i haven't woken up that early since like high school (which was technically only like a year ago, but STILL). i'm not looking forward to the weekend because i have a math9a and chem1a midterm on monday. closer, i have a bio anthro midterm on friday. gross. class starts at 10:10am, so this is going to be short.

i want to go to the club: dance, and drink
i am having a SIIIIIICK craving for shopping!!! i got it back.
me and clairose are bitchy winners. lol
i swore i was going to visit the irvine kiddos next week!
road trip w/ porno, marlyse, and jason will hopefully happen! i miss them and want to see amy, my child..

i'm off to class it's 9:54am.. maybe i'll grab some warm soy milk with almond on the way. mmmmm

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 05:20:43 GMT

hahahaa.. LOOK WHAT I JUST FOUND AT THE LA VERNE HOME:

"shortee,

it's been two years now, and even though we've sort of worked out our Differences, my whole life had changed since the first time i met you. i know i put you through a lot and you had a lot of animosity towards me, but i just want you to know that its Hard to Say I'm Sorry... and from the bottom of my heart, I am truly deply sorry, myoli. You know how they say you don't know what you're missing until you've lost it... well that's exactly how i am feeling. i sit at home someimes and Drive Myself Crazy thinking about what i've lost and what i've done. if i could do anything to get things back the way they used to be, i'd even get down On Bended Knee for you. i was so terribly wrong in what i did, and i'm All Out Of Love, cause i'm so lost without you. i know it's Selfish of me to be asking for you to come back to me after all that i've done, but nobody's perfect. now all i can think of is how i am Saving Forever for You, and this is my Last Chance to get things riht, before high scholl's over and i won't be seeing you as often. so i just want you to know that i would Endlessly be true to you and if you give me one more chance i'll make sure to get things right this time. it's funny because lately When I Dream About You, i think of All The Things Your Man Won't Do and imagine the two of us together again, happy... finding nothing wrong with a little Bump and Grind, because i'll satisfy your every need and if you don't mind, i would Stroke You Up all through the night, and Rock Da Boat, like its never been rocked before... when i finally wake up, i always ask myelf, "Could You Be The One?" a question still left unanswered. i really don't know if what w ehave is meant to be, but who knows... It Might Be You! and i would hate myself if i did not act on my feelings and end up tend years from now teling myself... "What If"...

Smile...

Albert"

that is effin HIL-A-RI-OUS. i<3albert. such a "puppee". lol. valentine's day is coming up... COME ON ROMANTICS. bring it the **** on =)

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 05:57:41 GMT

week 3! quick update:

midterms are starting next week...POO!
i wanna rush Pi Beta Phi!
8 months of craaaaziness between jc & i coming up soon
i'm gaining weight
the weather is starting to heart me again <3<3<3
i see JC like... 4 days a week & i love every second of it!
geoffrey the yorkie is happy =)

WHEW>>> i'm happy with how things are going. i have a lot to study for this week... as i shoud be thinking every DAY, but ya know. 36% of winter quarter is through. ehhhh i hope i'm doing ok. my family-including myself-are starting up some relatively new shenanigans. life is peachy! fridays = club? yeah, that would be cool. i need a fake ID! if anyone knows anyone.. tell me! i need one that scans!

myoli + ID + club = myoli at the bar.

mmmmmmmm yep! that's it for now. live strong, forget heartache!

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 09:06:13 GMT

I HEART MY NEW FRIEND... MISTER SONY VGN-S260!!!!!

wee! small update.

friday, 01/07, was fun fun fun! fabric is cool. lol.. drunken fun times for everyone!!
saturday, 01/08, was chill. good dinner with jerm & carissa (sp?)
sunday, 01/09, was the 1st b-ball game... lol. 'nuff said. king taco. no studying...lol.
monday, 01/10, rain! bought my friend..yes. bought a friend. i heart him!

sleep. school. women's studies class 3:40-5:00pm. wed. 3 lectures + 1 discussion.. 8:10-9:00am, 10:10-11:00am, 2:10-3:00pm, 3:10-4:00pm. the end. thurs. 2 lectures.. 3:40-5:00pm, 5:10-6:00pm. friday 3 lectures.. 10:10-11am, 2:10-3:00pm, 3:10-4:00pm

call me in between time. text me ALL THE TIME. keep me entertained, please. bio anthro + chem1a + math9a + women's studies = fun!

<3myoli

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 22:28:03 GMT

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? ???

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? considering i really do not make any.. YES! lol. yeah, i'm going to make some... (1) lose weight and tone up (2) keep relationships healthy

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? close now, i guess. erin & rocky! ethaniel = my favorite little one right now.

4. Did anyone close to you die? not this year, thank God

5. What countries did you visit? i need to travel more..lol..i stayed in good ol' USA the entire time!!!

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a good GPA

7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? feb.14-great valentine's day with sean aquino.. "prom" @ la salle- i didn't make it in because my attire was inappropriate for prom..lol..great times!!!! may 22-graduation. june 1- jc day. freshdrive party was great, but i don't remember the date. july 22- jc's suprises & my wonderful court and their gifts. july 24- debut day.. sep 4ish tahoe trip with family and friends... and GEOFFREY THE YORKIE!! nov.5-worst day ever thanks to jc / best day ever because ethaniel & geoff's bday..

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? i agree with clairose--- graduating

9. What was your biggest failure? not getting a 3.0. idiot.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? nothing major

11. What was the best thing you bought? things. all those velour & terry cloth juicy couture sun dresses!!! mmmmm...favorite.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? uhm.... EVERYONE!?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? my own. jc's

14. Where did most of your money go? juicy couture, victoria's secret, and lucky brand

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? times with sean aquino.. debut.. JC ANCIANO!

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? i'm not sure... the jimmy eat world cd

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
Wiser: yeah..
Healthier? yeah..
Richer? no!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? become honest quicker

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? lie

22. Did you fall in love in 2004? yes i did.

23. How many one-night stands? none.

24. What was your favorite TV program? family guy, gilmore girls

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? nope!

26. What was the best book you read? how to play the game of life and win

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? liu's cds...=) he's my buttercup and loves me.. hahahaha

28. What did you want and got? a yorkshire terrier

29. What did you want and not get? my car is still waiting

30. What was your favorite film of this year? spanglish, 50 first dates... i can't think

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? actual bday... i saw jc. got some presents.. debut errands. dinner with my court. more presents. debut practice. home. suprises from jc. =)

32.Whats one thing that would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? if my debut went by nicely

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? flip flops, juicy couture, roxy, stussy, paul frank, expensive jeans (i agree, clairose!), matching bra & panties, earrings, necklace, bracelet, hair straight

34. What kept you sane? friends- darren.

35. Which celebrity/public figure do you think is the best this year? i dont care..lol

36. What political issue stirred you the most? none in particular..sorry

37. Who did you miss? freshdrive... sean & kenneth

38. Who was the best new person you met? new person? jc...i've always seen him, never actually met HIM.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004? i totally agree with clairose's...: the bigger the risk, the bigger the reward.

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 15:50:06 GMT

tahoe in like... 1 hour. (still need to pack)

the nutcracker was awesome! we (my "date" and i) have concluded that we are going to watch more plays and musicals! totally rad night.. the ballet/play that we were NOT late to, then cheesecake factory. mmmmmm how i <3 the cheesecake factory. talks, a short nap..then home to pack.

i'm going to be lonesome in tahoe--because i'm not taking anyone in particular to keep me occupied. so feel free to CALL ME!

i'm excited to leave and excited to come back to the freshdrive christmas deal =)

secret santa.. i got your gift! yeah bitches.

i wish a certain someone would stop giving me (permanent) cold shoulder. i hate cold shoulder. not only that, but i miss your company as my friend. we were that once, too. le sigh. i guess this is for the better? perchance. i hope you recover from this...then maybe we could be friends? i'm going out on limbs here.

well, whatever the case may be... happy holidays!

i'm a "happy camper" on the whole, and i hope everyone else is doing just fine & dandy as well. see you all when i get back.... dec. 23. =)

<3<3<3winners.

UPDATE UPDATE!!

buttercup & margarinebowl..our new thing "get drunk off educationahol" education+alchohol=liu. ridiculous.

i'm bored, damnit. my family is lagging ASS. i have totally been awake since forever. RAWR! i want to leave. i actually want the IPOD because mine is done. yuck.

THE POSTAL SERVICE-NOTHING BETTER

can't get that great song out of my head....

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 14:07:36 GMT

tahoe in like... 1 hour. (still need to pack)

i'm going to be lonesome in tahoe--because i'm not taking anyone in particular to keep me occupied. so feel free to CALL ME!

i'm excited to leave and excited to come back to the freshdrive christmas deal =)

secret santa.. i got your gift! yeah bitches.

well, whatever the case may be... happy holidays!

i'm a "happy camper" on the whole, and i hope everyone else is doing just fine & dandy as well. see you all when i get back.... dec. 23. =)

<3<3<3winners.

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 22:04:20 GMT

exciting: nutcracker. new snowboard. tahoe for 5 days=leaving drama, stress, worries. back for christmas & new year's celebrations. starbucks by myself (lol..loser). coffee bean misses me. freshdrive christmas. i heart shopping (what else is knew?). secret santa is fun, we should have started this a long time ago. snowboarding is fun! first quarter of college at ucr done. i did not fail. HAPPY TIMES!

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 06:14:44 GMT

...i recieve the foul/good treatment i allow people to give me...

...i deserve better than you, jc...

...i am foolish for thinking you could change so soon...

...sometimes it is useful to take other people's opinions...

...drinking at the yard house was awesome/terrible/fun...

...(some) boys are effin stupid...

...who wants to go on some therapeutic shopping?...

...you cannot buy my love with flowers, tickets to nutcracker, "promise" rings, etc...

...it is little things like cooking fried rice for me in the morning that counts...

...it is hugging me throughout the night...

...MONEY CANNOT BUY LOVE...

...i am not those mean things you said to tracey that i was...

...you will get your karma...

...this marks the last day of crying over you...

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 00:16:46 GMT

i love the holidays.. spending time with friends. family. shopping. free time. it's so awesome! the only negative is the damn gaining weight! grrr. nevertheless this is just an awesome time of the year. on the kost (103.5) the christmas songs are playing. starbucks has their christmas line of beverages. everyone seems just a little bit more merry. decorations are coming up. i can't wait to get our family christmas tree......

i'm getting ahead of myself. HAPPY THANKSGIVING WEEKEND everybody! i hope everyone had a jolly good time. as for myself, the celebrations were at my house. i ate lunch/early dinner with JC's family. that was sweet. i cherish our time moreso now than ever. he's a good boy... don't trip. =)

last week of my first quarter of college. i can't wait to be free again! lol. how sad. good times so far. so far so good. i'm looking forward to snowboarding like all break. maybe i'll be able to get off the lift. that's just one thing i can't do. boarding is fine.. i just get lazy. lol. so many precautions with me. whatever. note to everyone: TAHOE DECEMBER 18-23 EVERYONE IS INVITED. ROOMS PROVIDED BY ME!!! yeah everyone is totally welcomed to come. as long as you don't bring people that i think are gay...and that's only one. hahahahaha i'm a bitch whatever. but fer shizzle everyone is invited.

more work calls me..<3you.

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 00:51:24 GMT

here goes an update with substance...

first and foremost: HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRYSTLE! yeay!! i had sooo much fun at her thing. a bunch of krystle's friends were all there.. suprisingly i knew some people! i was totally stoked. i went with christian e., which was cool. we arrived at like... 12? lol. late = cool! got in free with no line thanks to JOEY! i was suprised that he remembered me.. awesome blossom!! then i saw the infamous "couple" (as i'd like to tag) jc & sheila. woot woot. that was enjoyable. now i could go off on some pathetic tangent, but i won't.. =) went inside.. saw RENINA! weeee!! i love seeing people i know. lol i'm gay. then there was the sweeeet alumni from bishop amat-- yall know who you are, i'm too lazy to list everyone. but YEAAAAY i was sooo excited! i hadn't seen those kids since for-e-ver. since like peTERMINATOR! how F.U.N.! last night was awesome. i hope krystle had fun..afterall it was all for her. i'm getting you a present, girl! don't worry.. so we left the club at like 2, then went to my other friend christian "flounder"'s place. that was cool. we ate denny's... *mmm i LOVE strawberry shakes & fries. thanks boys. got back to town at like the weeee hours of the morning. hahahahaa it's all fun and games. i'm so happy!

today i get to see family & sean aquino. i'm excited....

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 02:45:27 GMT

i love christmas time.

btw. im quite joyful again.......

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 20:01:27 GMT

grrr rawwr: we can be like old times
grrr rawwr: it'll be effin great:-)
Clair0se: oh yes..very very

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 19:55:15 GMT

so it happens again. i am SO thankful to have the boys around..geoff christian ray jayjay darren. <3<3<3 unbelievable. inconceivable. uncharacteristic? i think not. another day another time. a dime a dozen. how typical. moving on? i dare not to challenge the thought. time time time...

be patient my heart. jesus christ. gross.

update: WHAT THE HELL IS HE THINKING? wait.. what the hell am i thinking? in front of my face? gosh i am a fool. i should stop crying- huh? move on? i have no choice. the more i talk to people, the better i feel. thanks clairose, kim, amy, austin, kenneth, mike, jayjay, christian, nick, GEOFF, raymond. yall are so helpful. i'm getting happy, yet.. ya know. still crying. :/ i love you. i miss you. i am so sorry that i'm not the girl sheila is. "he's a mean fellow." -kim.

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 19:39:43 GMT

mmm.. kenneth + myoli + sunday = studious kids at starbucks.

yeah, that should be grand. let's see..

tuesday- math5 midterm
friday- women's studies quizzie / psychology exam #2?

i'll find out.

i miss you: jason nguyen. my study buddy. my ap calc friend. my ap euro saviour. my personal "walk-me-to-class". my lunch bud. my confidant. my EV-ER-Y-THING. i miss him.

porno is the best. he keeps my secrets...for like FOUR YEARS NOW. geez.

christmas is on it's way. i'm sooo excited for christmas songs on the KOST. those are awesome =) i get all tingly just thinking about it. i'm excited to see geoff! i haven't seen him in a while. like a month? hahahaa..it seems like forever. i miss people in general. haha..

and life goes on

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 16:35:15 GMT

isn't it just gross that my life is school school school- minus the social aspects of that. geez. i'm looking forward to it though. getting the grades i need to acheive my "goals". hah. serious life now, i guess?

"this is your second chance to change."

i guess i am taking full advantage of that.

excited to see pranab, marlyse, allison, clairose, and the rest of those darn irvine kiddos! (probable "stop-by" friday night!)
work at the parental dental office
shop? yes.
birthdays
halloween!
thanksgiving

i'm getting ahead of myself. well.. i'm tired and must get ready for WORK! how ridiculous does that sound? hahahahahha..

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 20:07:47 GMT

becoming anti-social.